Death of an Innocent
As some will know, my mother died last week. She was not found for days at least, possibly longer. She died mostly alone and without any contact from her family, other than me. She died a broken and dysfunctional woman, yet all she ever wanted was to be loved.
My mother had experienced such horrible abuses as a child (physical, sexual, psychological) that she was unable to function in a truly trusting and healthy relationship. She was married 5 times, had 4 children across 3 marriages, and only one of them spoke to her over the 5 years before her death. My mother died broken mentally, physically, and spiritually.
Passing Along the Disease
The particulars are not important, but the mental and psychological damage my mother experienced during her childhood could never be repaired, and she passed that damage on to each and every husband and child she had. It was not intentional, she did not want to be that way. The horrendous sexual, physical, and emotional abuse she endured as a child broke her for life, and that is why my mother died without being surrounded by family; no one knew she was sick but me, they did not care. This lack of familial interaction is but one symptom of broken families destroying generations as this unhealthy paradigm is reinforced with each generation who has no idea that they are severely damaged emotionally. It is normalized just as Abortion and other horrendous schemes of the Enemy..
I write this now with tears running down my face, but I know the pain my mother endured her entire life. Her entire life was a living hell of not being able to operate in this world due to that damage. She does not have to suffer anymore. Yet, as mentally ill as my mother was, she did not do to her children what was done to her. All of her children have deep psychological scars and will for life, yet we we not brutally raped as a pre-teen, not traded for food and housing, not made to preform horrible acts by those who were supposed to protect us. My mother did the best she could,; that ‘best’ was to not rape and beat us daily as happened to her. I deeply mourn t5he life of suffering my mother experienced.
Generations are Affected
My mother has left a legacy of broken children that now have children. This cycle does not end until we end destroying children, and that can only happen when we end the destruction of the nuclear family.
The damage my mother no longer suffers will trickle down for generations and have ripple effects across decades. It already has.
The assured damage to children has been clearly delineated across 50 years of research and the Bible predicted everything we are now witnessing from what we have allowed to fester. Broken families destroy generations as can be seen across the Black community. In the early 1970s 3/4 of Black families were nuclear and they were mostly middle class. After No-fault Divorce and the Welfare scam that was previously implemented those number are completely revered with approximately 1/4 of black families being intact and subsequent financial devastation that community has experienced. Remember, when the most terrifying sentence in the world is, ‘I am from the government and I am here to help”.
I do not know God’s plan, and I do not know how He deals with mental health and salvation. But today I pray for my mother, that she would know peace and that God would embrace her as the innocent she was. She was not responsible for what she did, she was too broken to have a choice. This all must end now.
I have dedicated my life to destroying this system in all its forms. Family Courts, CPS, and every judge that has failed their Oath and duty to protect children. This will stop.
They will have to take my life to stop me.
I am Baba-Yaga.
